Peacefully, Easily

 I'm no longer waiting for your text. Or scrolling through our old conversations. Or checking up on you to make sure you’re okay with your life. Nor feel curious about how are you doing now.

No longer need you for support, nor comfort. No longer feel hurt every time I remember us. No longer disappointed for what you did.

And the most important thing, is, I don’t miss our late-night conversation, our random jokes, our rendezvous destination. I don’t miss our morning devotion, our biblical argument, our Q+A session. I, no longer miss you.

I finally am in a place where you’re no longer there. And finally, what seems hard yesterday, is way more easier today. I’m at ease. I’m at peace. I’m back with my sense.

That's, on Being in Love

Love, for me, is making sure you eat well and on time.Or not drinking too much caffeine in a day. Seeing you get enough sleep. Or having enough water. Reminding you to exercise well, not too less, and not too excessive.

Love, for me, is making sure you're always okay.

Happiness, for me, is seeing you eat your favorite cookies.Or watching you watch your favorite movie. Hearing you explain DC and Marvel though you know I'm not a fan of both. Or stroking your hair while you're asleep on my lap.

Happiness, for me, if watching you happy, with me.

Thus, stay by my side and don't go out of my sight. Be my days full with your bubbly personality and be my nights full with your hugs, kisses, also snoring(s). Be my morning starts with a "good morning love" and be my days ends with a "rest well babe". For never have I feel love this strong yet so calm. Challenging yet so secure. I know forever doesn't exist, and people keep changing from time to time, but I wish, I could say I love you now and then.